siriusjames

整体暖暖的基调，我还是喜欢Billy类型的男生多于Daniel型。最后一集被治愈了，虽然不是我希望的结局，Carter没能和Billy走到一起，但依然各自得到了值得的好人，那就好了呀。

"You know I've liked you since we've met. I just don't know why you were with Daniel for so long. Don't get me wrong. Daniel is like a brother to me. But he is a horrible boyfriend."
"Yeah. Maybe did you ever consider that I was just settling...because someone else wouldn't give me any attention?"
"I really fucked that up, didn't I?"
"No."
"I just think you are one of the good guys. And I think you deserve a good guy."
Billy和CQ这对，从第一集就说是错过了的机会，结尾居然说开了，这铺垫真长，想想看又并不出人意料，但我居然被感动到了QAQ

感触最深的是第四集。①一开始Carter家人言行举止间流露的恐同、Carter的无言以对，都云淡风轻地呈现出来，心里却难受、压抑得不行。②Billy和Carl的整个恋情的回放，那种无法帮助爱人的无能为力、只能被一起拖进黑暗里。看到最后，我的第一反应竟是还好他们结束的原因是Carl自杀而不是分手，然后又惊觉死别真的比生离更好吗？一切都是因为他们太相爱了。
第七集Billy找到Carl的母亲，太像Downton Abbey里Mary向Matthew妈妈坦言那段了，言辞和情感都是相似的，I will always love you.
Moving on真是一件疼痛、残忍、又美好的事。